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Back , Hello guys .
Sorry for the late post I have here . :)
You all will think that my blog is dead right ? Nope. It is not dead .
I still love this blog ttm . Dont bare to close it down so silently .
First of all , I want to THANKS those that kept tagging me although I'm not around the blogger world. Trying to come back because I miss you guys :)

Why I didnt update my blog for this long.
BECAUSE :
MY COMPUTER BROKE DOWN !~~ D:
It broke down for a very long time already, my father sent to my cousin's house to repair. Until now, I miss my com =.=
How long are they going to mess with the computer. Haiis . I miss it.
And now , I using my bro's computer. But is damn super LAGGY D: , dont like it.

Yesterday ,
Went to Sentosa :D
Fun Day , Bad Night . D: , but we all enjoy ourselves . This is an important thing . :)
Went there with Qihui , Sebas , Jamie , Qian , Tianxin & lastly Preston :)

Beaching , Seawater.
It was fun . Hope to go there one more time , when I am feeling better.

I ended my day with full of vomiting. D:
Went to KK Hospital . And discharge at a very late time. That is how my day went by . I dont think I can go out today . Sadded .

Listening to some random song now . :)
Is nice.
I miss Jamie now . D:

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Love ♥

Hello guys . :D
Thanks for reading. See-ing people closing their blog because there is no readers. I have that kind of feeling before.
But why do bloggers want to blog ?
Because they want the readers to read about their life. What so amazing about their life. Is for us to judge though. Dont know what am I doing but just random-;y posting a blog post than.

Tomorrow shopping with Clara . Looking forward to combine CG :D

End of the post :D

Changes, start now.

I just need to believe that that I can change :)

Yesterday, I went to the dental checkup .
Stayed there for few hours , I was lateral stretching my mouth and lying there for hours. Torturing me D: , but luckily the dentist is a female :D , so she kept helping me to KEEP CALM.
During the process , it happened in the same room , I was blur whether have they started the operation already but when they start the injection , there is the only point that hurts :D
The rest is just that I swallow quite alot of unpleasant taste and in the end , when it is done, my whole cheek feel numb at the right side.

After , because of the weird feeling I have , I cannot play PIU well.
They thought that I bad mood and Sebas angry with me -.- . HAHAHA ,

Went Dinner with Tianxin & Sebas.
Cant eat fast because I can only eat with the left side. D:
Making them wait for me and Sebas say he want to teach me Dragonica things . Interesting :D
At least he is teaching me .

I MISS SEBAS , QIXIAN & QIHUI !
They made my day in sunlight and when they are not around , I felt so bored .

AHAHHH!

Went home and have a bad night because I scream-ed when I am not supposed to, and I was there on the bed , blaming myself and praying to god to make this hurts disappear and when I wake up , it disappear. THANK GOD!

Kenny was saying sth to make me more motivated :D
Is to become { CHIO } ! , so I must start to slim down and made my teeth ***** now . HAHHAHAHA
THANK KENNY :D

I hope to see COOKIEMONSTER today :D , but dont think so D:
Hope that I can go for the candlelight , this saturday.

End of my post . :D

Photography Beauty

Canon DSLR Camera !!

Hello guys , Is late already but still chatting with my COOKIEMONSTER ! She is my beloved :D ♥ her much :D

She is feeling very badly just now , but me tooo , because I was thinking of ways to make me become a girl in normal . Not losing temper , but I felt that it is returning back. Please dont make it happen. :D
Edition make me crazy once again ! Camp's photos keep making me regret. D: , but nevermind. I know that next year , 2011. The camp , I will be going ! :D
I believe that I can do it :D , so Jiayou .

Yesterday ,
Slack at home for awhile for being a very obedience girl. But in the end , I still went out. Watching Xiao yu er halfway , Sebas called and asked me whether want to go to arcade or not. I have to go out for awhile but I breake my time promise with my mum . I promise her to come back at 5pm . But didnt D: , I came back home at 9 plus pm .

Have totally fun in ARCADE!
With Spy , Sebas , COOKIEMONSTER & Charmaine they all .We all are going gaga mode that time. Spamming credits at the machine . That why , I see AMK Arcade getting more machines day by day , that because we kept donating money to them. Wanting to save up the money that I have but in the end, wa ! I spend quite a few bucks . I crying already D:

Went to GSC with they all , Cam whore with Cookiemonster they all . Fun though .
Sebas bring the toy hammer out of the arcade and Tianxin & Spy starting to play Tennis using that. DOTS!
But is funny and we went cross the Security Guard with the stupid hammer around HHAHAH :D
That time , the situation is so cute :D
HHAHHA!
Went and see them play and QiHui came abit later with Tianxin :)
In the end , I went home alone :)

I hope that tomorrow will be a wonderful day once again .
YEAH ! TOMORROW GOING PRAYER MEETING :D

I DESPERATELY WANT TO BUY CANON DSLR CAMERA NOW !

Pause in life

Girls , must do it kay :)
You will realised there is still peace.

Happy blogging time .
I am really sorry that I scolded Ivy. Sorry Ivy . I feel bad too. Because you also meant good but you really used the wrong words. I feel so hurt when you told me that is me you are talking about.

Yesterday , went to see JunMeng's performance at SOKA .
Saw him , I am laughing all the way , because he look like he 不甘愿 like that.
But , I am happy to see Jimmy & Mummy in the room with me .
I feel so sad for Mummy because I have to leave her alone to go church but when I called her , she seems to be fine , I feel so in peace. :D
Than , I went to church with my slippers broken . It look weird to wear one side slipper alright and another slipper broken. =.=
I feel so weird :D
Than , I went to Expo to meet ShuHui at 711 :D
Went in together . I miss the others , there are only 6 people including me today in the service . The rest went to the camp .I still feeel so sad D:
Nvm :D

After service , need to meet Apple .
And irritating is the MRT stuck at Taiseng for a very long time . And by the time I went back to Bishan and that will be the time I take 2 normal rides back and front . =.=
It took me 1 hour just to go back to Bishan from Paya Lebar.
Apple told me in the end , is the dooor . This taught me , one thing .

When there is a queue , dont do anything that will made the whole queue falls, it will falls and create a chaos if you really did it.

Finished my blog . They are coming back today . Yeah :D

I am looking froward to my candlelight & Christmas Services in expo this coming 2 weeks.
Please dont made me miss it . I will not. I will be bringing friends along . Yeha :D

Cookie Monster say that I finally update my blog . Yap , is a really FINALALY> HAHHA
Love you, monster :D

Keep Believing :D

My thinking told me this , and I found the picture saying it . 

Hello guys , Miss me ?
I had not been going "blogspotting" recently.
I have totally sadd-ed out because I cannot go to the CCUBE CAMP .
But, JQ Kor & CookieMonster made me spend my time well. :D

Choir trip to port dickson is somehow fun & full of tough trainings .
We didnt go there for fun . For choir festival .
But we ended well . The SYF performance , we really ended well with putting our overall knowledge and singing techniques in :D

Ending our trip back to singapore is to share the flies & cockroaches. I am scared of both of them le.

I think this will be my end of my post .
Going to Expo on my own later :)



Dear the person ,
So sorry , that I looked like a bitch in your eye . Seriously. I really changing.
I'm not blaming you or what , just that do you think that people around you love to hear you call them bitches when they are in the road of changing and another thing is , you dont even know how hard can I change in my family environment , in that kind of family , wanting me to change is totally a challenge , do you even know that ?
And if you tell me that you knew that , and you wrote that kind of post for me to see , I'm speechless. =.=

And, Miss .
I have my own friends , my own life. Okay . If you think they are idiotic , useless, you are INDIRECTLY talking about me. The useless & idiotic of friends that you say is my moral of support , it changes me in a good way, it changes my life , my relationship with my parents & my school life.
If I dont have them , my behavior will be the same. Totally the same. And by that time , you will hate me more , dont you realised ?
I am caring about all my friends , even you .
I trying to give advises that you dont think that I am talking bad things about you, that will hurts you alot right? I want to help you.

AND STOP TALKING ABOUT MY EX ! .
I know he dont bother.
He is just another friend that I can try helping him whenever he is in the need,. I not hating him ANYMORE.
Neither will I say I hate you . I will not . I am not even angry with you , I will not hate you because of this.
If my words here , hurts you . Offended you ? , tell me .
Because some people really hate their changes being stepped on . I want to help you , girl.
Remember this fact.

I dont want to break our relationship , is kinda suckish , I dont want to blame anyone for just saying things like this. Because I trust you are still my friend.
I really trust that. I believe that I can still help you.

Happy moments comes after sad moments

Hello, guys .
All tag me because I tag you all arhh . That is so utterly bad D:
Hahahha , nvm :D
Lets talk about yesterday. :D

03-12-2010

Yesterday was fun , woke up early to chat with Big Jon . He slept at the early time lorr. (His early time) , I was wide awoke that time. Dont even bother sleeping :D
Use computer for hours, from the time that I wake up until I need to rush to school. Daddy in the bathroom , he told me, "You so early wake up and yet you are snatching bathroom with me." :D
Funny right . HHAHAHA :D
Than , he went out of the beathroom and let me bath first as I need to go to school for the rehearsal.
Thought that rehearsal will be still the same but yesterday , the rehearsal is the combination of Happy & Sad moments :D
Walk to school with the bored face :D

During Choir,
They start at exactly 10am. I was there early and I didnt chose to take the physical warm up and is fun because LiQi dont know what happened to her , she so blur :D She cuts her fringe into bangs too , she look weird to me at first but keep seeing int and it makes kind of get used to it. :D
Miss Chueng came in and we started to sing Janger without the score . Disaster , I nearly forgotten everything. But I still trying my best and God sees it . And the whole choir sung the song quite well :D
Smooth :D YES!
Keep training at Janger first than next is Hark.
Hark is our loud & favorite piece but bad things happened to this song , because our choir is famous of standing , stoning but Miss Chueng requested for us to move and I , Debbie moved. In Sops , I only saw Iris moving.
She gets so irritated and angry , she gets out of choir rooom , 1st time for me to see CHOIR TEACHER gets so angry and moved out of choir room .
Followed by , when Liqi is talking , and really obviously . I dont know what she is talking about and AnnPei , say "Dont teach le ! , they dont even bother to care, they are laughing !" . She gets so angry and kept saying the blame , the blame .
MinHui , Suddenly say doesnt mean that we laugh , we in the blame right?
The whole thing gets worst with quarreling and all sort of things, but HweeTong say "Let Practice". Me & Debbie moves moves moves .
Middle section is the best ! HAHHAHAH :D
Miss Chueng came back , and everyone moves & we improved but there can be more. :D
And we keep singing Hark , keep moving until we see everyone moves.
But happily was , we end the rehearsal with funny 500 times movements. Still, the boys won the most weirdest and funnest :D , because of their SL HAHAH . :D

After Choir , get to know our choir mates in Malaysia .
I will be sleeping with Cher, Qingwei & Jesmine . :D Yeah ! I get all the crazy ones lorr . Hope it will be fun.
We get our festival Tee.
After Choir , my favorite period all the way :D

After Choir , I was tired . Went to buy Cheese Fries & BubbleTea.
Eat with Ivy :D , ZhiHui requested that she want to change room. Because of LiQi they all.
Supposed to meet QiHui at the meeting time , I went home sleep until 3 , faster bath and went to find them , I thought that they are in NX by that time but , it does not seems so , I go mac find them , they was there since night time . WA! Nothing to say , all so pingming , just for the few papers that we are going to do for the Poly Students :D
I come already , they want to go NX , find Clara.
Feel like slapping her lorr , xD
She kept saying that she like QiHui but still dont want to stead with him . QiHui is a nice guy lorr. :P

Went to NX , as usual . Play NX , saw JQ Kor.
Sebas they all play lorr , I play with the pro lorr , Clara. :D
Both have the same situation horr , we are wearing TUBE BRA . So , very hard for us to dance while focusing on our clothes.

Sebas need to go early.
QiHui & Clara dont know go where until so long. =.=
Qixian , bullied by me everytime . Charmaine & Jamie came , wanting to bring them to go Cellgroup but they need to go home at 9. SADDED.
We leave early to Minitoons to see Elmo & CookieMonster.
JQ they all come down and all the funny things happened le. :D
Laughters all the way . Saw QiHUi they all , I want to go see Camera , and we go see .
And I saw the differences in G-12 & DSLR . Now , I dont know which Camera to buy for people recommended me to buy G12 , but DSLR have alot of functions . That why I want to learn from Gwen. :D
I need to save money , alot of money le .
1160 + 34.80 + 100 plus :D

Jiayou !!!!!!!!!

Cellgroup is fun ! :D
We went into HYPER Mood , game is wacko .
Jonathan Ho , came in , we all go hyper liao lorr . SO funny lorr , the whole cellgroup and we praise & worship God . I love the sound of praising :D . I know how to pray le :D I need to be brave :D

SORRY FOR THE LONG MESSAGE :D

Confused

I say I dont want to be confused, but I am still.

Good Morning :D
Didnt chat with CookieMonster , I feel so sad. I think I am busy that why.
Next Monday, I hope everyone will miss my blog posts and Miss me tooo . Because from 6th Dec onwards until the Sunday, 12th Dec. :D
So, I am only free after 13th Dec. And I will try to post photos and feelings and reflection here than :)
I believe in god that my blog is read by alot of people although my tagbox didnt told me that there is alot of readers.

I'M LOOKING FORWARDS TO MALAYSIA TRIP WITH CHOIR & LASTLY CCUBE CAMP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am getting really excited :D
I want to take alot of photos . I want to take home memories :D
I want to have every memories stick in my mind, I want to share with everyone :D
It will be a wonderful memory.
I believe it will :D
I think I want to borrow a camera from Zixin , dont know she allows or now. Let hope she will, and of coz. I need to be responsible towards it , because is not my thing. Even is my thing , I sill need to take a good care about it tooo :D
I cannot have it , but nevermind , but at least I have the touch of it.

I want to buy Bible . Which cost $34.80. Precious Moment Ver. :D Is so nice :D NKJV tooo
I want to have a camera :D CANON G11 ! I getting all crazy now for it .
I think I need to start doing Yunting's proposal . It starts now .
I'm finally done with it. Is short and is unclear. :D
I dont know whether she will like it or not. :D

I want to open a blogshop :D
Wait until I gets the money :D , hey guys , pray for me .

I love God , I love you. I want to help you. Give me and yourself a chance. You will never know, it will change, I always want the best from you.

Truth hurts more than anything.

Isnt cute ? :D

I LOVE MY COOKIE MONSTER MORE & MORE , DAY BY DAY !


Is kind of cute recently. Chatting with my Cookie Monster more and more , but not yesterday , she went to escape so , she is very tired. I let her rest while I am outside too. Tonning but still not succeed . I still went home in the end . Sad D:
Everytime I bring troubles and now I need to start changing . By putting my parents as bet now.

Yesterday , is a day when I have fun but at the same time , I also received truths .
Truths always hurts . . People know , but do they know how to react towards it .

Yesterday , Choir sux ! Stand for almost 1 whole day , from 10 plus to 12 plus and what we have only 5 minutes break but lucky , we are released early. 12.30pm, walk to AMK Hub with Debbie & Zhihui than follow by I saw Ivy at the traffic light . I asked her whether want to go accompany me go Sweet talk. She say yes :D
Than , while waiting for Sebas for the decision to go Ice Skating , Ivy & I saw Kimberly . :D Chat with her while Sebas , making me crazy . AHAHHAHA :D
But in the very end , we have fun in ice skating world . I WANT TO GO AGAIN ! Went with my cellgroup and I know 4 more friends, all from Church.. We get more close . :D
Xaiver (Dunno how to spell) , Kenny , Jonathan (Big Jon) & Dominic :D Love them ttm :D
I fallen many times , until my knee and elbow are all injured with scars. Nevermind , I told myself because this is the process of learning.
If we dont fall , we do not learn much at all .
Is fun ! Yeah !

After ice skate , went to the food court to have our lunch or dinner. (dunno lahh) .
I never have my change back so I have no money to eat , and Big Jon treat me . YEAH! Japanese Food :D

I will continue later on , need to go school for choir. Irritating :x